Rise and greet the day. Asanas, tea, music, moose. Bursting heart weeps. Sweetest child prayer pose. Chugach romance reborn. Not one expectation. Now is bountiful. Grateful friend.
I do not want to go anywhere. Not for a moment. In Alaska I create and learn. Oh sweet love, we flounder. We are leaping fish and lovers. Epic, beautiful, romance.
I dreamed of singing spirituals on an old school bus. I was traveling with a wild group of old ladies. We sat on fruit boxes and stayed in cheap hotels. We ate chicken and stuffing. I did dishes in an old style sink. We went to festivals. I carried herbs with me. I broke up dried oregano leaves in my hands. The scent was delicious. I said, "It's really good in meat balls."
I was talking about my old boyfriend Cosmo. He's dead now, but I loved him. I'm reminded that I love broken people. The shy, the insecure, the frightened. When I get disappointed in love, I remember over and over, not to get attached to the outcome. Today I understand love. Unconditionally, I go on loving and that's the gift. Stay there Rosebud!